| Make Everybody Feel Bad Thursday. |
[Nov. 2nd, 2006|12:52 pm] |
I hate these things, I really do. I imagine I'm the sort of person that constantly garners the "I really hate you but won't say it to your face" types of messages. Probably deservedly.
So now, I will inflict the same thing upon you all. But seeing as I'm sorta putting whatever comes to mind, I don't know if this is going to be mostly-complimentary or mostly-venting.
Though I do admit the first is thrown in for comic relief, directed mostly at Katie.
1. Run, Arizona, run while you still can.
2. It might surprise you to know that I think about you most every day, even if I've been a little (hm, understatement) lax in keeping in touch. Some days I wish that I could rewind my life to junior year, just to relive those first few months of bonding over imaginary salt-licks and salve. You are one of the strongest women I know. Now move already.
3. I think we're going to make it.
4. The day is coming when you will learn the truth. I wish I could protect you from it forever.
5. The ironic thing is that I think we actually have quite a bit in common.
6. I miss you, kiddo. I told you I'd always be there for you, and I will, if you ever need anything. What you're doing scares me, I worry about your heart. You have so much to give.
7. I got tired of it. It always seemed like I was the exception to everything, and then suddenly it was happening to me too, and I didn't know what to do. So I just stopped being pushy about things, and now I feel like I barely know you anymore. I cry at least once a week.
8. Treat her well.
9. I've never even spoken to you, but I wish we knew each other.
10. I worry so much about you that I've just stopped thinking about it altogether. I know it's not helping.
11. You make me feel like it's okay to not be a 'grown-up' quite yet. I know you're going through a hard time, but things will be okay. You have so much around you to hold you up, including me. I also miss you like crazy.
12. I'm glad I turned you down.
13. You are everything whimsical, even if you are feeling the opposite lately. I wouldn't be surprised to find out that you have wings.
14. I'm still pretty sure that you hate me. I guess it comes from not understanding why you wouldn't.
15. The fact that I miss you like absolute crazy is surprising to me, because we don't know each other all that well. I will always be sad that we didn't get to know each other better before you went away -- there was no good excuse but for my own stupid cowardice. You are an amazing man and I wish I could say that I don't see you as a lonely person. |
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..and I totally don't get the first one. What am I missing? ::quirk::
Hehehe. Angel.
You know, but the comment was directed at the entirety of the state. ;D
I still think the whole thing is really amusing, predictable, and slightly scary. | |
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